Nerves are exploding
weak like old twig.
I am exhausted of being sick
No energy left in me
it looks like I am losing my skills.
I am dead beat of so-called acquaintances,
Who kept on stabbing me in the back
Again and again and again
I am drained of trying to make things right,
I decided to give up – I surrender
with no spirit to fight.
Right now… I’m just tired…